I will never tell him the truth because I can`t see him again #Maybe

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Your image keeps blocking my sight I know the fact your bright smiles are tears Because I know, because I know You can rely on me You keep coming into my heart And keep on touching my heart You who knocked on my heart and blew warm breath in my heart

Aku tidak akan datang lagi ke arahmu, tapi jika kamu menghampiriku, aku tidak mempunyai kepercayaan diri untuk menolakmu

I'm one step too late I finally arrived at you heart Standing at the place you waited for me How hurt and painful your heart must have been ? Now I finally know I am waiting for you in case you come back I didn't know back then As I learn about your love I'm too afraid by myself and scared, I still wait for you again In case, I miss you and we don't see each other

Tidak bisakah kau tidak kembali kepadanya ?

Namun tak inginku mencoba sedikit saja melukainya

Bukanlah diriku, walau ku masih mencintaimu ku harus meninggalkanmu ku harus melupakanmu

The fall wind that blows by the window, My empty heart, It passes by. Leaning against the wall that has become cold, The dawn coming far away I am gazing at it I miss you, But I cannot get close to you. I have to leave your side now. In my two lonely, dry eyes, That held warm, long love. The fact that I have to leave your side, I don't know if i'll regret it. It's because I love you Although I can't forget... I have to erase you within the sadness

When the world turns dark The quiet rain Slowly falls Today also, without any doubts I can't get out of it From the thoughts of you I think it's over now I know it's all not real Now I know it's not the truth It was just my pride that kept me from stopping you It's just that I regret it for a bit On the rainy days, You come and find me torturing me all night Whe the rain starts to stop You follow Slowly, you will start to stop

I want to see you, but I can't go closer I have to leave your side The lonely days and my eyes that are dry The place where I found a warm love I don't know if I will regret Leaving your side Maybe it's because I love you I can't forget The time I loved you I have to forget you in the midst of my sadness

I unknowingly held the phone, It's me, it's been a long time. It was too hard, I felt sorry to hold you back. Sending you away, I sigh because I regret it. No words came out because I was so surprised. I just held onto my fluttering heart. If you're having a hard time, Where are you. Before I could ask, I started to cry. I'm like this if I hear you breathing. When tears start to fall like this, My little, cherised memories, Don't know what to do Because it hurt too much, We promised to let each other go, But when I'm not sure I can do it, Let me hear your breath. If I rewind it, We were happy When tears start to fall like this, My little, cherised memories, Don't know what to do Because it hurt too much, We promised to let each other go, But when I'm not sure I can do it, Let me hear your breath. even if it's like this sometimes let me hear the sound of you breathing

I hate that you look sorry and sad This might be our last time So please smile You without me make me more worried Because you're not good at doing things alone Without a person to joke or fool around with ?

Flowers blooming in the snow I might disappear but... Remember me... I don't care if everyone forgets about me. I want only you to remember me. Even if it's just bits and pieces... When I think about you, I occasionally feel more then usually and even a degree of happiness

Are you alright ? Is everything okay ? You left without a trace going off to another world After time passes and I am reborn I will tell you that I love you first All the things I have wanted to say to you I'll confess my love to you That one person that I have loved, if we're able to meet tomorrow Greet me with a smile and tell me you have been well You are the only one for me, I miss you so much I'm brave enough to say this now, I've always wanted to say I love you

Aku hanya bisa merindumu Tak bisa menyentuhmu Aku hanya bisa melukismu Tanpa tau kau yang sekarang Merindumu Mungkin kau bertanya, Mengapa ? Bukannya kau yang melepasku Bukannya kau rela melepas bebanmu Bukannya kau ingin bebas Hanya tertegun Lemah sementara Hampir tak punya harap Harapan tuk menyentuhmu lagi

Angin musim hujan yang berhembus di jendela Membuat hatiku kosong Aku bersandar di dinding yang dingin Dan melihat langit fajar yang mendekat Aku ingin bertemu denganmu, tapi Aku tak bisa mendekatimu Aku harus pergi Hari-hari yang sepi Dan mataku yang kering Tempat dimana aku menemukan hangatnya cinta Aku tidak tahu apakah aku akan menyesal Meninggalkanmu Mungkin karena aku mencintaimu Aku tidak bisa lupa Saat aku mencintaimu Walaupun pedih aku harus melupakanmu

Aku benar-benar berusaha untuk tak menyebut nama mereka hari ini. Tapi tetap saja ada alasan lain untuk menyebut namanya. Entah itu karena terbawa suasana atau belas kasih untuk mereka yang membicarakan orang tersebut. Sebetulnya aku hanya ingin hari ini saja tanpa menyebut nama merekag. Tapi dengan adanya tindakan itu, mungkin setelah ini aku akan tetap bersikokoh tak menyebut nama mereka.

Kisah itu, mungkin masih membekas hingga sekarang. Padahal aku tak pernah mempermasalahkn hal tersebut tapi entah mengapa selalu saja suar bising menyapa tanpa memperdulikan dimana posisiku menginjak.